Mob Execution

I was riding on a train and I'm not sure what, but I witnessed something I wasn't suppose to see and I was going to be executed by the mob.  I was in a dark train car with 2 fat mob guys dressed in gray suits and ties.  I was sitting on the edge of one of their laps when the guy to my side pulled out his black revolver.  For a second, I panicked, I begged for my life and promised I wouldn't tell anyone what I saw, but the mobster told me he was sorry and it had to be done.  I sat up straight and faced forward and calmly said that I wasn't even going to cry.  Then, I quickly turned back around and asked the guy when he did it, could he not make me sit there and wait for like 3 minutes and to just make it quick.  They both nodded their heads yes as I turned back facing forward.  I quickly turned back around again and asked if they would please not let my face smash on the school desk that was in front of me when I was shot.  They both shook their heads yes again.  I turned to face forward; I never heard the gun fire, but I knew that I had been shot in the head when the guy asked me to lay back and close my eyes.  I did as he said and I remember being able to feel where the bullet went in, but it didn't hurt.  I just laid there waiting to fall asleep. . . .